Poet/playwright Shahé Mankerian spent
his formative years in Beirut, Lebanon.
After migrating to the United States, he
received his graduate degree in English
from California State University, Los
Angeles. In 2003, he won both the Erika
Mumford Prize and the Daniel Varoujan
Award from the New England Poetry Club.
Recently, Edifice Wrecked nominated his
poem “She’s Hiding My Keys” for the 2004
Pushcart Prize. In 2005, his play Vort
(Worm) was adapted into a short film; it
premiered at the Silver Lake Film Festival
spring of 2006. Recently, his play “Little
Armenia” debuted at Hollywood’s
prestigious Fountain Theatre.
Captured
My mother did not
always have Medusa hair.
The black and white
photograph before marriage
shows mother smiling,
content, with darker hair,
with generous lips,
her eyes in focus.
This is mother
before marriage,
before 1964,
before my father
serenaded her in jazz clubs
all along the rocky seashores
of Rouché.
This was mother
with no children,
with no peacock husband,
no war in Lebanon.
This was she
with bruisless neck
and tumorless breast.
This was a woman my age.
She did not drive.
She walked,
shooting dust on peacocks.
her head erect,
not tilted nor dyed.
This is a woman
I did not know,
existed once
before this picture,
smiled
and was captured.
Chloe Comes Quietly
She has the moon
in her suitcase.
When she’s in my room,
she lets it out.
I would like to skip
my sleep and watch
the moon rise.
She stands on my bed,
slices the moon
into half –
I’m exaggerating.
Her fingers play
shadows against the wall.
“Can you see the cat?”
she asks.
And I focus
on the shadows I see,
the Chinese landscape,
the rice fields,
the waterways,
the reeds,
and the moon rising
out of her suitcase.
Love Is Like
a paraplegic struck
by a speeding ambulance.
When he pounds the hot
pavement, he watches
his wheelchair roll down the hill.
Love is like an old
man with a walking stick who bangs
into the wheelchair right
when he’s about to lose
his balance. He rests comfortably
on the worn leather of the chair.
Meanwhile, the paraplegic lifts
himself at the hilltop, as if Christ
from the clouds motions him to
walk. And he walks
deftly on the island that divides
the standstill traffic. Love is
like the speeding ambulance that parks
in front of the picket fence. It is
the paramedic that runs through the open
door of his own house, sees
his wife reclining on the sofa,
anticipates, smiles, as if
she has no plans to rinse
the dirty dishes in the sink.
Shortest Distance in Beirut
Turn left, always left.
There might be the butcher’s
cow tied to a tree.
Hassan loves his cow,
speaks to it, washes the neck
before he slaughters it. Slow down;
the cow might run.
He chews on rope
rather than grass.
Your Volvo might handle
the bang, but not the butcher’s
wrath. Turn left. Don’t brake.
The dung causes you to skid.
Skid left. The butcher’s wife
hangs the wash on the side-
walk around the corner,
white aprons (blood traces
almost bleached) and diapers.
Hassan loves to father
children: 7 boys, a stained
daughter and a cow. Always a cow.
Sometimes when it’s dark,
you might lose the curb
and hit a son.
Avoid the cow.
Starting a Trail
They dragged a man down the street
with gunshot celebrations,
with gold-plated Christs around their necks,
with boys learning to throw stones.
They dragged a man
who worshiped the other god,
who spoke a different dialect,
who wore a militant scarf.
He lived in a metal shack
without windows, without a wife,
without the Koran on the nightstand.
He couldn’t read.
They dragged a dead man.
He died miles before.
He died long before a rope was tied
around his ankle. He died
when he carried his first gun,
when he was fourteen,
when he realized god was a bullet,
when he pulled the trigger.
Shahe Mankerian